HAH!

HAH

I bet you thought I broke my resolution only five days in, didn't you? Well there are fifteen minutes left in today and I am using them to blog. Today had many ups and downs. I received bad news this morning but then I was rather productive at work despite my worries. I had a delicious hot dog for lunch and a latte too but then work became suddenly stressful in the last half hour and I was very glad when the day was over. I went out for a delicious drink at Veneto but the conversation was not always light. We decided that trust is not concerned with doing the right thing; it is forgiveness for doing the wrong thing. One drink turned into two and then Nathan and I went to the Brass to have dinner and drinks and dessert. I said something I thought was harsh but probably no one else noticed and I felt embarrassed, which started me on a spiral of paranoia and insecurity that ended in tears a few hours later.

Finally, I spoke with my best friend and I felt a little foolish for being so frail and petulant all night.

All my Love,
K