Unknowns

There are many unknowns this morning and they seem to be multiplying. It is unknown what I might have said if I had been asked when I was still in it. Yes, when I was deep in it, I had different opinions. It is unknown what might have happened if I had said yes. It is unknown exactly what goes on. There are unknown pleasures and unknown ailments and unknown Americans.

I can't imagine the future boys

but I guess they are out there.

What is certain is that I do not want to be anyones' girlfriend. In fact, I will be anything else. I will be the funny girl that one sees films with. The temptress. The chick who wore knee high socks. The stone cold fox with the downtown flat. The dancer. The lover. The threat. The complicated one. Saturday night. The dirty secret.

I will be anything but

the girlfriend (your girlfriend)

because I was once his girlfriend

and the title is now retired.